I was watching my afternoon shows and I see yet ANOTHER show about our great military. Yeah, I have family members in the military and they are beyond great and they serve a great country -THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA!! I and many others get that, but what I’m confused about is this “schizoid” behavior from Hollywood.

Hollywood hates Trump and ALL he stands for! Okay, heard it, believe me! Yada, Yada, Yada…Yet, Trump is all for “Making America Great Again” and having a strong military is more than just part of it. More like the ultimate foundation. Following me?!

If you’re a libber, you won’t, so stop reading, cuz it’ll make your head explode and you’ll start babbling incoherently like this dude:


Whoa, dude, WHAT?! You, like all liberals, talk in circles and it makes my head want to just explode…!

Meanwhile, the libbers are turning on each other and it’s so sweet to see. Just look at the latest from Matthew McConaughey (“Time for libs to accept Trump”) and Clooney (“Hilary wasn’t cut out for the job of the presidency”)! Misogyny much Clooney?!

Anyway, Hollywood is against Trump and everything he stands for, you know, our flag and the men who fight to keep it, namely the military. So riddle me this:

Why are there new television shows this fall season based solely on our heroes in the military?!


Let’s see, there is The Brave, The Long Road Home, Valor, and SEAL Team?! NBC, NatGeo, CW, and CBS, respectively.

I don’t know about anyone else but isn’t this against what Hollywood says they believe in? I’m well educated, but this makes me question my own intelligence because I don’t comprehend it. My head is exploding:


Hollywood is so obscure to the normal thinking man/woman, that it just flabbergasts me. It’s like “Whoa, Dude!” (Jay in Clerks, opposite Silent Bob)

I don’t get it, but feel free to enlighten my “privileged white arse!”













I loved Football, not so much anymore. My brother played college ball for a military academy and I was a proud sister….

Those days have gone…

It was fun while it lasted.

I stand for my brother.

I stand for my country.

I stand for GOD.

I will NOT stand for anti-American, entitled, overpaid ingrates….


For all the TRUE artists out there, whether you write, draw, photograph or perhaps even play in a band, here’s a little diddy, if you have the time:

The reason I am posting this is that this is what I remember about my time in St. Louis, not the CRAP that is going on today.

My better-half called me downstairs earlier tonight to show me this video. It was posted barely two months ago and has had close to 2 MILLION VIEWS! More than any Antifa, ISIS, BLM or liberal bullshit video that suffocates today’s media. They all need to get over themselves!! 

When I first moved to St. Louis, in the 8th grade, I was introduced to Rock & Roll! What an introduction it was! Names like Jimmie Hendrix had been plastered on the back bricked walls of local strip malls, in black spray paint. At the time, I had no idea who he was! My bad!

I soon heard the names STYX, REO, AEROSMITH and of course LED ZEPPLIN uttered by the cool kids at school. Names I had not heard at my Catholic school in Denver, Colorado. It was my time for awakenings!

My one memory that stands out more than any other was the first time I saw the name John Bonham, RIP spray-painted in black on a back, outside wall of the high school. It was where I went to practice my tennis swing by hitting the ball as hard as I could against said wall. I had NO idea who this Bonham guy was, but was very curious. I soon found out and it was my introduction to TRUE artistry!

So, while these lib idiots run down St. Louis streets, I can think back to when people here were interested in more important things and saved their yelling and stomping for concerts and NOT the streets, like the idiots of today!


Get a real education and learn to appreciate art and all that life has given and can give. Smoke a joint, for f-cks sake and chill out! Quit being spoon-fed by so-called corrupt political types and groups and try THINKING FOR YOURSELVES! Stop listening to old money grubbing, still trying to be relevant, HACKS!!

But, alas, you can’t fix stupid!!!

Youth, today, is truly wasted on the young (and dumb)!!!

(BTW, my better-half was a bassist in a rock band and I played in a school band. I played the clarinet (stop laughing) but most importantly, I learned how to read music. I later dabbled on the piano and can play guitar, a little…lol)



I  work in the travel industry and hear the horror stories every day! Hell, I’ve lived it and all I can say is that this “O’care” farce must die, just like many people had under the auspices of this “man’s” traitorous ways!

The only mistake Trump made was to not be totally ‘politically aware’ in that he was un-schooled in “true” politics.

He is an astute, successful businessman, but he didn’t have a clue as to how exactly the political system really worked. He knows now and will eventually succeed because the REAL Americans are on his side and he on ours. (The last one sure as hell wasn’t on our side.)



Anyway, here is what I need to survive, and have needed, day in and day out, for the past 23 years.

Sucks, I know, but I’ve survived!

Life goes on with or without you and I’ve chosen to remain a part of it. It’s NOT easy and I have, at times, wanted to give up, but I guess that isn’t how I want to go down. I’ve always had ‘attitude’ and not always

in the good sense of the word. Life knocks me down, but I get back up, time and time again and sometimes in spite of myself.

I’ve done and said things I’m not proud of, and sometimes I would just get soo pissed off that I just had to let my anger fly and do its thing. At least then it was out of me and not left inside where it could simmer and burn. I gladly let it fly towards those who deserved it.

Since this infamous Affordable Care Act (it’s real name) came about, it’s been nothing but headaches. Yeah, except for those profiting from it, which isn’t the doctors or their patients, but instead the insurance companies, pharmaceutical corporations, and politicians who are lining their pockets handsomely!

I got yet another insane phone call from a medical supplier who is worried about getting paid by the insurance company (Medicare)! Really?!

Let’s see, I’ve had my permanent feeding tube in me for 23 years and the doctor has dotted every i and crossed every t and they call me?! Okay, if the medical community has found a way to successfully transplant a new stomach into me, because uhm, MY STOMACH HAS BEEN SURGICALLY REMOVED, then please enlighten me. Otherwise, GET THE HELL OFF MY BACK!! IDIOTS!

I’ve wanted to switch from CVS/CORAM for the past year and am in the process of doing so. It ain’t pretty and it is a massive headache, but I am tired of their incompetence and moving on to someone else. Like I don’t have enough to deal with already?!

It’s complicated, but healthcare has gotten soooo bad since our last “president” took it over and I sympathize with each and every one of you that has to go through “the system” just to stay alive. Especially parents with sick children. Hang in there and fight!

These idiots in Congress et. al., will get theirs someday, God willing, and meanwhile, we must march on and fight the good fight for ourselves and our children.

Someday we will get our “social justice…” cuz “what goes around, comes around. (McCain the congressman has brain cancer, now that’s JUSTICE!)








Okay, where the hell do I start? I could write a book, literally. I went to school in a suburb of St Louis, from 8th thru 12th. Five miserable years!

It was hot and humid and when it rained, it didn’t just rain for an hour or a single day, it poured for a week, sometimes two! When it snowed, the dirty snow stayed around for months, never quite melting away completely.

I no longer have family or friends there, the intelligent ones didn’t just move out, they BOLTED! Texas, Nevada, Colorado, California, just to name a few much more desirable destinations.

The area they are protesting in is a college town type area, next to the less desirable St Louis City area. Washington University meets Forest Park/Martin Luther King Blvd. A quaint area to hang out to see and be seen, so to speak.

I’ve “been there, done that.”

Put it this way, when my high school girlfriends and I drove down to see a Cardinals baseball game, in the middle of the afternoon, and we hit just outside this area, we rolled up our car windows and locked our car doors and beelined for the stadium.

Need I say more?

Yet (a side note here) we had many black kids bussed into our school from places like Ferguson and Jennings. I lived in an upper mid-class white suburb, but contrary to what today’s media and politicians would have you believe, WE ALL GOT ALONG!

OMG! No way!

Yes, way!

So, my question today is: Who the hell are these people in the photo? They look like idiots trying to, what, I don’t know?! They aren’t black and are NOT the educated sort, just po’ folks from, the Ozarks?


Okay, now I’m confused?! I guess this is how people work now for their welfare checks?!

Idiot undesirables led by political undesirables?!

Another note: Nordstrom is going to be pissed!!! Just the publicity they want. Or how about deserve?! LOL!!








It became very clear to me sitting out there today that every decision I’ve made in my entire life has been wrong. My life is the complete opposite of everything I want it to be. Every instinct I have, in every aspect of life, be it something to wear, something to eat – it’s all been wrong. – George Costanza

So, who remembers the Seinfeld show? Do you remember the premise? It was a show about nothing. Nothing at all. Yet, it had its’ very enlightening moments.

Shakespeare too wrote a little play called Much Ado About Nothing. 

So, I’ve decided to just blog. Blog about nothing and everything. It worked for Seinfeld, so I thought I’d give it a try. Why not, I’ve nothing to lose, really.

Funny thing is, life is made up of moments of intense emotions over things that almost always end up being nothing at all.

I have a blog about my autoimmune disease, one on having cancer and this one. I wanted to also write one about my adventures in workamping, but it never materialized. So I thought about it and figured I’d keep this one and make it about nothing and everything: Health, work, politics, education, reality tv, style, music and everything in between.

Ranting and raving; happiness and pain.

I first heard about this blogging thing while in the hospital. It was 2007 and I was resting in my room after a long and sucky heart procedure. My roommate’s son was a professor in creative writing, or something to that effect, at some college in New York and he introduced me to this fairly new “fad” blogging.

In 2013, I started my very first blog called: Mom and Me, Learning to Breathe.

My mom was ill and my sister needed help. They were in Phoenix and I was in Utah at the time. It was a short drive directly into insanity. Ever try and take care of an ill parent? Yeah, not so easy, especially since I was ill myself.

The cherry-on-top of it all was that I somehow got involved with a scam artist online. It was on Match.com. What a ride that was!!

I consider myself fairly intelligent and how this happened, I do not know. I came out of it unscathed and did meet my better-half online afterward, but we’ve all heard the extreme scam stories.

Luckily, I did not have any money to speak of. I attributed this “lack of proper judgment” moment to my mom who can drive anyone insane and to do the unthinkable!

It would be a good thing for the United States if this so-called ISIS kidnapped my mother because they would definitely go screaming straight into Christianity! Just sayin’.

Anyway, as I write this post, life is happening. Our dear boxer, Daisy, is having problems getting up. She turned 12 this past summer. It may be her hip, damn…

Gotta go….

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I received my B.A. in History and the American Civil War was my ‘concentration.’

Here’s a little history lesson for those IDIOTS from today’s universities.

This is what a civil war looks like:



And ‘leftists’ want this? Human carnage?

That’s the environment they are creating. PATRIOTS will ‘go to this level’ if need be (quietly seething at this point), but do ‘leftists’ really get it?

I really don’t think so.

One more thing, the civil war ENDED slavery, BLM/Antifa.

Just an FYI….


“Things that make you go hmmmm….”


Funny how this “riot thang” has returned all the way back to where it originated, St Louis. This is where it all began: FERGUSON (St Louis-same difference). I lived and attended HS here and blacks were bussed into our district, way back then, so yes I’m an “expert” on this.

As a matter of fact, after I had graduated and my brother attended, there was a “cross burning” on campus. I don’t know the whole story, I was states away and didn’t care, but I’m sure it was buried deep in the news cuz we were an upper-middle-class white type suburb?!

Anyway, read into it what you will, but I think “they” are trying to regroup and gain momentum again cuz since the beginning, Trump has been elected and they tragically underestimated the numbers of us PATRIOTS and the lengths we will go to protect our CONSTITUTION….




L’Oréal Drops Transgender Model the Same Week She’s Announced, After She Says ‘All White People’ Are Racist

Munroe Bergdorf states:
“Your entire existence is drenched in racism. From micro-aggression to terrorism, you guys built the blueprint for this s***,” Munroe said in her original Facebook post, which has since been deleted. “Come see me when you realise that racism isn’t learned, it’s inherited and consciously or unconsciously passed down through privilege. Once white people begin to admit that their race is the most violent and oppressive force of nature on Earth… then we can talk.”

This gross generalization is baseless and racist (JohnathanA).

Well, well, I guess I’m going to buy exclusively at L’Oreal for all my beauty needs!! L’oreal knows who fills their pocketbooks!! FINALLY, a corporation with smarts! (Yes, they hire transgenders, ‘to each their own,’ but they also know who buys – hard-working conservatives!!)

Will everyone PLEASE just STOP all this ‘racist’ crap?!

It’s just one ill advised ‘man’ and his ‘minions’ who started and continue all these racism problems of today!! Obama (funded by Soros and his minions) and his ‘Antifa’s’! Get over yourselves!! It’s DONE!! It’s OVER!! Like someone with ’80’s hair and clothes in 2017, we’ve moved on!!

I know, right?! Geezzzzzz….

Look who models for them – Beyonce – Oh no, a woman of color!! Gasp!! The horror!! I won’t buy it now just because of Beyonce!! GET OVER YOURSELVES ALREADY!! She’s pretty and sells the product – that’s what it’s all about!! (COUGH, COUGH!!)